I’m tired of being sick. Physically and mentally. It’s frustrating doing so much to change and get better yet having setbacks. I just want to be happy again.
I hate you for what you did to me. I feel like I’m fucked up forever. Damn you. DAMN YOU.
I hate feeling sad and lonely and pathetic. My emotions have been going haywire lately but I guess it’s quite a nice contrast to feeling nothing at all. I NEED A HAPPY MEDIUM.
Meanwhile, to distract myself and keep myself from blowing up my life, I’ve downloaded Ultima Online and am kind of actually stoked to start up a character. 14-day trial. Let’s hope I don’t get addicted…
from my sketchbook
most awkward/weird day of my life as of late
you know you’re starting to be considered old/an ~adult~ when your mom actually casually talks to you about menopause, her vagina, and using lube with your dad. gdahjkhasjkhjkahrkjhaekjh
my first homemade pizza. i already had food babby from two slices. whole wheat really does make a diff. it was so good! must think of more topping ideas.
practice sketch #2.
im trying to get into the habit of sketching more often. i figure it’s better than waiting for some inspiration because that usually just ends up in me doing nothing ha.
practice sketch #1
needs improvement in my art:
- composition
- scale relationships
- use of color
- hierarchy/focus
- statement
My beginning attempt to document outfits.
